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Suddenly a Genius
September 13, 1996...
Everyone's going ape over the Jupiter's Wife Emmy award the other
night, and not just cause I wore a monkey suit for the first time.
For me, it was a total non-event, which is wierd cause I usually
love these kinda things. Part of it is it was the ghettoized News
and Documentary Emmy's, done midweek in NYC, as opposed to the
televised Emmys of last weekend. I suppose that means if they're
televised they're real, and if they're news and docs they're unreal.
Part of it was having this two years removed from the hoopla of
Jupiter's Wife's first American screening at the IFFM (Lawwwdy, and
here I am, back at the IFFM on Monday), and a year removed from it's
theatrical release
Sure, it was momentarily thrilling to win, and I was truly happy
for Michel, but it was anticlimatic and dull and incredibly tacky.
They'd announce the winner for, say, some Dateline NBC show on the
murder epidemic in the inner cities, and while the winners are
walking the half-mile from their table to the stage the band is
playing a zippy rendition of Glenn Miller's "In The Mood." Then
came the speeches. Funny how every Executive Producer is suddenly a
genius, every reporter a relentless seeker of truth, and every editor
the best damned pro in the biz. Zzzzzzzzzzzzz.
But people are so impressed, it's kinda startling. Got the first
indication when Michel, Joni, Jane and I went outside onto the island
in Times Square to get a cab. I had my camera and started snapping
photos and every cab driver and tourist who passed wanted to be in
the picture or rub the statue (particularly the boobs).
And friends and family are genuinely excited. Michel, of course,
gets the statue, but Marjorie wants visiting rights. People seemed
upset when I didn't share their feelings so now I try and display the
proper enthusiasm rather than bother to explain. It just brings them
down.
Actually, I see my reaction as a healthy sign. I can separate out
the good things the award will do for the film and for my next film,
but I don't need it to tell me that Jupiter's Wife is a terrific
film, or for my ego as a producer.
My head is totally into getting Home Page ready for the market and
the web site up in time. It's gonna be a close call. It's Friday
night, the isp's T-1 crashed, and a lot of work left to be done.
I just keep saying to myself, the sample's done, the sample's
done, the sample's done. Ahhhhhhhhhhh...
Monday, all hell breaks loose, and I don't have my written
materials ready, but it'll seem relaxing compared to the intensity of
the past two weeks.
It's 11:15 at night and I've caught my second wind. I almost
passed out reading in bed to Lucy tonight, I was so tired. Now I'll
try and crank out some content. No time to filter. Just going
factory-direct from neurons to flyin' fingertips.